Christians when the rapture happens and if you got left behind for eg what would your reaction be?

would you think well there was a lot of sin in my life that was unconfessed and that it did not sup rise you that you got left or would you get angry? or would you think God had a plan for you to remain so you can help the lost who were left behind? serious answers please. remember Jesus said "Not everyone who calls me Lord Lord will enter the Kingdom of God but he who does the will of my Father who is in Heaven". Because there is a lot of so called christians out there going to hell everyday. I am not saying your one of them only God knows that but what would your reaction be if you were left and not taken?